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I have not posted in a very long time, I see, but hey, I should in the future.  Things have changed for the better, and I have found a lot to live for.  I am not the same person who posted on that horrid day in September, 2007. 

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I really hate to be doing this, as I am the one of the few people on this planet who normally do not do this. But this journal will now be friends-only. This isn't too much of a change, as I know that no one new is going to be adding me, persay.

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So, I graduated, and as I figured, it was not any sort of wonderful feeling. I skipped the dumb ceremony, and the best part is I have to work all of tonight. Hurray. I am at a complete loss as to why I went to LHU for school. This place was so worthless. I actually went 5 years through this place, and pretty much made only one friend, the girl I am with. Everyone else I even met, didn't seem to want to talk to me for too long. So this is a big "fuck you" to all those wonderful people.

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I hate my school for making me miss out on something I like.

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So I have been paying attention to the interests of both guys and girls in music. Now mind you, I only have surveyed Americans, as they make up most of the internet people I can talk to, so music genres range from Pop to Hardcore....ignoring classical, arabic, (other cultures for the most part). But one thing girls and guys have in common is that the majority of them like bands or singers that are guys. When it comes to liking girls....think Boobsy Spears or Destiny's Whore. So what do we have to learn from this venture? Girls apparently are worth crap in music, unless they show some cleavage, of course. Any thoughts?

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This is somewhat of a rarity, so, since I found these lyrics....sometimes I feel like this:

I analyze and I verify and I quantify enough
one hundred percentile
no errors, no miss
I synchronize and I specialize and I classify so much
don't worry 'bout dreaming
because I don't sleep
I wish I could at least 30 percent
maybe 50 for pleasure
then skip all the rest
if I only was more human
I would count every single second the rest of my life
if I just could be more human
I'd have so many little babies and maybe a wife
I'd roll around the mud
and have lots of fun
then when I was done
build bubblebath towers and swim in the tub
sand castles on the beach
frolic in the sea
get a broken knee
be scared of the dark and I'd sing out of key
cuss when I lost a fight
kiss and reunite
scratch a spider bite
be happy with wrinkles I got when I smiled
pet kittens til they purred
maybe keep a bird
always keep my word
I'd cry at sad movies
I'd laugh til it hurt
I'd buy a big bike
and ride by the lake
and I'd have lots of friends
and I'd stay out late
if I could just be more human
I would see every little thing with a gleam in my eye
if only I was more human
I'd embrace every single feeling that came in my life
would I care and be forgiving?
would I be sentimental and would I feel loneliness?
would I doubt and have misgivings?
would I cause someone sorrow, too?
would I know what to do?
will I cry when it's all over?
when I die will I see heaven

I realize I am human, but rarely do I show it...

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For a good time and lots of amusing laughter, please direct your browser to http://www.livejournal.com/community/__hottwithtwots/

But hey, without cunts, what's a world to be but sad, gray, and miserable?

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Why do people believe psychology and sociology are a religion?

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After hearing so much about the Schiavo case, I am finally glad its ended and I won't have to hear people interfering with their ideas of whether this girl should live or not. No one really truly cared about her, they just felt that their input was more valuable than the rest of the people's opinion (except those who agreed). The entire government had to get involved as well, making the entire thing sickening. I get the feeling that this entire country is going insane, and have nothing better to do than comment on some woman's life. Ugh.

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Unfortunately, I have to say: the world is filled with people who are obsessed with some one thing or set of things. Why? Why do humans obsess so easily over things? I don't get it. I know I have obsessed over "things" (people) in the past, but, it never lasted long. Which leaves me outside of it all to feel like some rock braced against a never-ending tide of the same waves over and over. I doubt I will be swept away, and I wonder if I will break or outlive the waves. More and more everyday, I seriously feel tempted to want to end the human race. But then I look around. Could any one person actually accomplish that? That leaves me fated to live here or die. I still have the option of disappearing into the wilds, but can that last? And on another note, I still need a good way to save this entire journal in an organized fashion.

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